I'll start off by saying, I'm that girl Cheyenne. Horrible at first impressions, but it's okay, I'm cool with that. I'm often misunderstood and quick to be judged. I can bet you, I'm nothing like you think. My mood swings could kill. I'm extremely opinionated and argumentative. Fighting with me about something I believe strongly about wouldn't be smart. Nor would getting too attached to me very quickly. It takes awhile for someone to get to know the real me. I'm closed up and hard to reach out to. I'm extremely stubborn,I do what I want most of the time. I don't believe I am what you would call mean but I can't say I'm too nice either. How you see me depends on how I see you. I do not trust easily, so telling me you're different doesn't mean fuck to me until you have proven that. In all honesty, I am hardly ever serious but I know when to be. I joke around so much it should be a crime. Making weird noises and faces are my thing. I try my best not to cuss, yet I tend to do it. I'm currently extremely happy, and hope that doesn't change. None of you impress me. Your friend count doesn't impress me, your ammont of photo comments don't mean shit, i just do it for fun :) I Dont have a myspace or aim to sit here and make friends, I already have enough backstabbing people in my life, and i would'nt enjoy adding you to my list. Chances are, you are just like everyone else in the world that i've met, and no i dont consider myself any better than any of these assholes, im a dick, im just happy i can admit it, i think thats the most important part. I wont kiss your ass. I realized to live for me, and my own opinions. I've learned not to give second chances, screw with me once and you're erased from my memory, i hold the grudge unless you prove me you deserve my friendship, and my time to waste. I dont believe in having a bestfriend yet i feel i have some people that glue themselves to me close enough to call them a bestfriend, but other than that half of them are sneaky fake bitches, unless they've told you everything you need to know about them, so you can predict their future ;p i laugh at people who think they know me, cause you could hang with me every day of your life, and you still wouldnt know me. Im an unpredictable bitch, but i guarantee i wont backstab you, im someone you can depend on, to talk about anything with, i've probably expierenced or heard your story once or twice, and i will give you good advice, or the honesty i think you deserve :D i've got nothing to hide, i'll tell you how i feel, or the way i think it should be. I am confusing, I am ignorant, I am lazy, I am brutally honest. I'm everything that you don't need, but most of me is how i want it to be, i dont have a sunny side, im insecure, but i dont need your advice. I wont change no matter how many people hate me with all they've got (: Don't underestimate me. I don't need your bullshit. I don't need your drama. I don't need your irput, you most likely are looking down on yourself if you going to talk shit on me, cause chances are i havent wasted a minute of my life shit talking you. Other than all the bullshit, i have a caring side to me, once you get to know me, although i change my mind way too much, yet i know what i want. I'm extremely stoic, yet sensitive. I'm a complete paradox within itself. I don't rely on anyone, never will, atleast thats what i like to believe. I'm still waiting on someone to prove me wrong. right now, I'm just living. A lot of things worry me, and i think more than you could ever imagine. I dont like to use anyone to keep me stable, or use as a gravity, for my own amusement but somehow i've set off bad vibes of it :| I've learned that trying to keep everyone else satisfied only brought me down more. I've never been self-centered, but i need to care more about myself, because thats the only thing that will ever last, no one is going to care for me as long as i ever could. I have a highway to my escape. i let people move themselves into my life, not even realizing it, then im the one who ends up being left behind or disconsolate. Im the type of person who prefers to be alone, rather than agitated with drama, although i do like to help with it if i feel you have the right to win the battle, but i'd like to do it without my name being brought up in vain in the end. I've let way to many things go, when i had it going so perfectly for me, i screw up way to many great things, they've left my life and disappeared as if it never existed. Besides everything else i sortttta have a life, i like to believe i have the friends i need to keep me believing i have someone who cares :) Pacsunnn. biting. hugging. laughing at nothing...or something. secrets. hiding things. venting. tight pants. bands. hats. hello kitty.animals . guitar. being happy. azns . bitches. shows. monty python. hairspray. late night car rides. long walks. the beach at night. cuddling. makeup. being the awesome player that I am.